i have a lot of animosity i need to get rid of.
- Me- I need new friends.
- Me- Wait, I need friends.
- Me- But then I have to be social.
- Me- Eh, I don't need friends.
what if she puts her tongue too far into my mouth? what if i throw up? what if i throw up all over her? what if i throw up in her mouth?
the drums - let’s go surfing
Bright Eyes, Okkervil River, and Cake.
roll cigarettes, drink too much water, pee, sing along, double-check directions, sing along, pee, roll cigarettes, re-read directions, sing along.
i gotta pee.
Going to Chicago.
a fifteen hour drive.
this will be brilliant, or this will be hell.
impulse over anxiety.